When I first met you
we were both drunk
I was trying to get you
to have a threesome
I never asked cos
I was too shy
I was trying to do it
with the power of my mind
That didn’t work so then
I made a mental note
we both have Facebook
so I started clicking ‘like’ for everything you wrote
and you did the same with me did it mean
you wanted me or did you just actually
like everything I wrote
I never felt able to ask
it was endlessly frustrating
Back when I was 18
I hit on people all the time
it was so easy it felt normal it felt fine
all I needed was a party
and half a bottle of 20/20
despite my anxiety
now I just complain loudly
how much I hate everybody
then go home
wish I’d danced with
someone I don’t stand a chance with
I guess this is what they call
getting refined.